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I CAN EVEN KILL WITH MY EYES CLOSED!

I didn't sleep well last night. Not because I didn't eat my Happy Pill or Valium (because somehow i begin not to depend on them anymore :P), but because of ONE THING...ONLY ONE THING!

It's the nyamuk (in Malay), mosquito (in English), Paseh (in Farsi), kiah (in Melanau) and nnyaammuuookkk (in Iban :D..no offence but the pronunciation is like that i think -- ehh i can speak Iban mimit mimit ok :P)

Damn mosquito, i was so worried i would be drained half of my blood by the time i wake up in the morning coz somehow i was bitten at 12 different areas INCLUDING THE TIP OF MY MIDDLE FINGER!!! Can you imagine how annoyingly itchy that can be?? Of all the places, why must be the tip of my middle finger?? Maybe the mosquito was angry coz i was subconsciously point my middle finger while i was trying to sleep :D

Talking about places that you dont want to be gigit (*bitten) by mosquito, the mosquito can can suck my blood from any other part of my body, except my fingers and my EYE LID!! Can you imagine how hideous to wake up in the morning with that swollen eyelid and it's itchy? I think i should buy 10 Ridsect and start self-fogging my house!

The funny thing is, i have not left any window or door open, so where the hell did the mosquito come from? Teleport? And everytimei get to kill the mosquito, i'll examine the little vampire to check whether it's an aedes or not, coz dengue is on the rise i heard :P Then i'll start to pull the leg one by one and sometimes i take the ciggie lighter to burn then there and then...muahahahaha. Ok just joking, i'm not that brutal, i just collect them in the jar to warn their fellow friends "DO NOT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN!!" DISCO DISCO...GOOD GOOD....hahahahah. I was laughing so hard while watching that movie :P

But you know what's interesting? I found a dead nyamuk with my blood smeared all over my palm :P I must have killed the mosquito while i was asleep :D

"NICK, YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!!"

That's what i got when i said to a friend that "I was working out" when she asked me why was i panting while talking to her on the phone :P Yes, i have started the routine to do Cardio Dance for 20 minutes - 30 minutes everyday.

No, i don't intend to lose weight. It is so obvious that i don't wanna lose weight when:

1. I don't have enough weight to lose.
2. I immediately eat three slice of pizza and five cubes of Laughing Cow Cheese and one energy bar after working out.

The reason i have been working out is because of this-->

ENDORPHIN RUSH

It is a very natural-feel-good-no-pill required therapy to improve the mood especially one who is having depression and anxiety. HAHAHAHA, I bet all the therapists are banging their heads on the wall now and said, "DAMMIT, SHE REVEALED THE ULTIMATE SECRET, NOW I'M SO GONNA CLOSE DOWN MY BUSINESS!!" Yeah, bye bye psychologist or whatever name the society gives you :D Now i can save my money for more Lattes :D

WALKING ON AIR

Oucch..pain in my head! It's either the drinking last night, or i have overslept. One great improvement i notice about myself: I AM NOW FREE OF VALIUM AND THE HAPPY PILL!!! It is all about letting go. Looking at the past means i am somehow still attached to it. So, no i'm not looking at the past anymore. I AM MOVING STRAIGHT FORWARD....FAST...REAL FAST!!!

12 pm and i will work till 12 tonight. Many work pending which i need to complete by tomorrow. When i say a lot, it's really a lot.

Momma said, "Don't worry at all, we will always stand by you no matter what." I SAYANG MY PARENTS THE MOST!!!

Currently i am listening a lot to My Chemical Romance. The songs are full of energy, exactly what i need at the moment. ENERGY! And, i have been eating a lot of energy bar. THE FASTEST AND EASIEST FOOD packed with energy to keep me going the whole day :) Anyway, i had strawberry with honey for breakfast. It's not my usual breakfast, but i just feel like eating fruit. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DETOX :) It is somehow beginning to show on my skin :P

It's a beautiful day indeed :)

Dik Wan is so adorable :D

Quote of the Day: Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm.
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TO BOWL OR NOT TO BOWL

Really feel like going bowling, but i just got my nails done :( And getting my nails done are my favorite thing to do right now. But, at the same time, i really want to go bowling :P Can i bowl with my foot instead? The other day, i was so glad to find a bowling bowl in size "XS". That's so me!! :D

Momma always said to me, "Eat more, then it would be easier to find clothes for you...." That's when i was younger. 15 years later, she's still saying the same thing to me :P It's not that difficult, just that clothes in the smallest size will be out of stock faster, coz we Asians are small. During my trip to Australia last year, i was seriously overjoyed when i was shopping at DFO coz i could easily find my size...from XS to XXS!! Yes...XXS!!! My only regret was I didnt buy the Nine West knee-high boot!! Anyway, since Air Asia has flight to Melbourne, i'm planning to go AGAIN :D Gotta work real hard, super hard to earn extra $$$$$.

Talking about working hard, i've been reading Rich Dad Poor Dad and i do agree that working hard will not ensure that you will be rich! I want to be rich, who doesnt want. Everyday i dream of winning the Jackpot, but to think again, if i ever won the Jackpot, i'd finished the money in no time! Buy this buy that again that, so before I know it, the money's gone. So, my strategy now is to work hard but using the SMART WAY :) How? Ok, let me experiment everything first, then i'll tell you people ok :D

Ok people, i'll be staying in the library today. And since my blog is blocked on UTM network, so i guess i won't be updating until tonight :D

With my new scandal....hahahahhaha